Stupidity in the morning, Cuteness in the afternoon,
That is how I could desribe my day.....

In hostel...

Woke up at 5.15 as usual but today, I guess my mind was wandering far,
I thought I was late, I thought it was 6.15 I rushed (as usual) till when i was wearing my scarf, the Dj of the radio announced that the time was 5.30 and "subuh" is 5.42...

And i was all set to go to school....

5.42 I guess no bus would want to come that early...

So for the first time ever I was one hour earlier...So I sat down on the floor waiting to go out at my usual time but ended up sleeping..Thank God...Woke up juz in time for the bus to "pick me up"....

In the classroom.....
Was teaching Adjectives ... I ask the students description of myself..Am I fat or thin....Some claimed that i was fat and some thin... Then a student voiced out and said "Cikgu, kadang-kadang kita kena tgk baju. Baju hitam nampak kurus" Then I asked him back. so cikgu kurus ke gemuk.....? he smiled sayin..2day kurus....

Of course writing this in my blog doesn't mean Im angry...it tickles me when my P4 lower ability said dat:)

SIghing

Things will not go well as they sometimes will, but do not despair as life is not all as beautiful as it seems But at times it is so beautiful that you feel you are the luckiest person on earth........
At times you wonder why are things happening this way,
sometimes you wonder why aren't heaven on your side,
sometimes you always wonder when will you enjoy your life to the fullest,
sometimes you wonder why aren't your life as lucky as someone,
you wonder why things aren't better without realising that you are having a good life now which you aren't aware hence not appreciating it....
and yet keep complaining....
Yes true...we shld feel we are the luckier than those who suffered more...
yes true we are of a better shape than those who were out of shape...
yes also true that we get to taste luxurious food like swensen compared to those who are slogging like buffaloes to get a bowl of rice.......
Why are we forced to think these way?
because God want us to appreciate our lives
and not giving up and not sighing juz becos of the tiny miny little problem....

I think Im blabbering 2 much.....Juz pacifying myself...and trying to think something nice and something that should be put to thought....
But...

To put it bluntly.....

IM BORED...REALLY REALLY BORED.....

Going back everyday, even weekdayz,
looking at the four walls which were facing each other within approx 3 metres away....
Opening the fridge with all the junk food stacked while here I am trying to shed off that blardy fats which i accumulated since don't know when....
looking at the condition of the room, everyday telling myself I got to do some spring cleaning but work is piling up......
looking at my bank book,
writing down my budget over and over again and have to keep changing it cos things which can be avoided wasn't avoided and extra cash had to come out becos of own "stupidity" i could say....
and worst of all, spending my entire night facing the 15 inch screen typing, surfing, talking without the mouth opening, without the voice, but plainly using fingers and brain and eyes.....

But on top of all that....I pray hard that God give me the strength to continue my course till as long as i could live.."to avoid paying back the garmen that kind of money where u cld use for so many things e.g getting married :P"

For Now I guess i has to get my but out of this chair and head to the toilet to Bath..cos a clean body makes the mind and soul clean too :p

Don't u think so????

Time Flies damn fast

School holiday is here again...However it is barely a week and I bet it is gonna be very fast till u wont even feel that you are having holidayz.....The whole week I was really really packed with stuff..Mon and Tues had a Mly Lang Camp at a pri sch in east....




then Tuition..Then went Sungei Buloh to take some pictures for next week lessons....


We are really chasing time ... If time would travel backwards, there are so many things that I think should be changed....
Many many things..such as not quiting poly haha...one and only thing that i wished it did not happen.....
Making my life more proper......but past is past...experiences make a person more learnt....
Of course those experiences taught me loads and loads of stuffs about life...
but not enough to make me a perfect person though.......
But one thing that I really hope that time will flies really fast is the day I would be sitting in the room,
waiting impatiently for the man outside,
making his promises to look after the lady inside the room till the day she dies. But on the other hand, it sounds so scary to be attached for years but to be separated soon after....
And again, have to go the whole process again....
Heard too many cases of, if i were to put it bluntly, "divorce cases".....
I guess that is the scariest thing that can ever happen to any woman..cos A family means everything to them, a complete family - a husband, wonderful kidz, wonderful home.... Ok..Put it this way, let's leave it to fate but in the meantime, let's try our best to prevent any disaster to befall anyone of us........ 

Another Gimorians stepped out of singlehood.....Last week One down....few mths back one down...coming...May..two....So who's next???????? Guess children of gimorians gonna be in the same batch .. :P 

1st day

At last, first formal observation from My CT has passed...Phewwww and it had to be "karangan" lesson..A heavy one mannn and as usual..TIME MANAGEMENT DUHHHHH fed up fed up fed up....

Had tuition for three days straight and i think im really exhausted...Speaking bout exhaustion...I realised stg....no matter how exhausted I am when I get back...after bathing and everything...I will not go online but SIMS 2 seems to be the one hahaha...Well thanks to finishing my werk in school before goin back..haha SIMS 2 the only one to make me chill haha....

My tutee lost his hp juz now and due to his depression, it has to be cancelled but of cos had to go on with the sistah..was hoping for my tuition honorarium >> hahaha....but grrr she dun have it now and had to wait next week....

Tomorrow is another long day....Ya and my school gonna have lessons at Chinese garden..At last i got the opportunity to step the Chinese Garden after so many years...and my beloved camera must not be forgotten kwa kwa kwa....

Car interest

Someone is looking for someone to take over a toyota scarlet car..juz need to pay 400/mth..I wonder if there is anyone interested...emmmmm however if you happen to read this and know anyone interested..do tag me ya :)

Thanks...

Tetiba hati ku berat..berat sungguh untuk meninggalkan NIE...mmg lah kalau boleh nak grad cepat..cepat cepat lah grad...kalau cepat grad means exam sume lepas kan...Tapi tiba tiba i felt that im gonna miz those school dayz..doing projects...waking up late when class is in the afternoon.....Skipping lecturess..oopss....And after this, in a few months time...Life gonna be strict ..waking up early..no more latecomings...less MCs...no skipping of classes....homework everday.....and yeah..Since this is the path I chose..Hope it turns out really well till the day My life ends... 

Waduh waduh mimpi ku ngeri banget..ya i dreamt was almost one of the tsunami victims....running all over the place climbing here and there to get out of the water..gosh it is sooo real..really real....and i can remember every details of the dream...emmmmm...ANyway really really sleepy now although just had a small portion of kwa tiaw for lunch.......still waiting to be observed..arghhhhh 

TGIF

Ok this is the worst friday I ever had so far haha....

And I really hate hate hate this mann..and I know it will happen..WAKING UP LATE DURING PRACTICUM...ARGHHHHH....and telinga aku ni entah apa agaknya..BOLEH TAK DGR NI....
Actually woke up at 630...and I still can stare at the alarm clock..thought that it was 5.30 so I thought I could juz continue for five minits...Till Suddenly i realised it was almost 7...And there I was rushing like mad....SCHOOL STARTS AT 7 and here I am in hall at 630 NOT BATHED YET....Managed to get ready in 15 minits and off I go take the bus to interchange...and of course reached interchange at 7.05 which if i were to take the bus, it will take me 15 minits to reach school which means Im gonna be late for the flag raising..PLUS I HAVE NOT ZAPPED MY WORKSHEETS FOR MY FIRST CLASS....then off I go to the taxi stand hoping to get a taxi...and thank god THIS KIND SOUL agreed to allow me to take his queue and took the first taxi that came....whoever this kind soul is..Im really really really appreciate his thoughtfullness....sigh wish i cld recognize his face....

Ok them upon reaching that school....I was told I had to do relief...aND GUESS WAT....I used up the entire morning session lessons without any break which means I start my class at 730 and ended at 1 pm when the morning students were dismissed....WOW...I broke the record haha...i think i wont comments much welll...it is practicum afterall...

n to make matter worst..The computer in the class WASN'T WORKING AND THERE GOES MY POWERPOINT ..Luckily there wasn't any observation..or else DEAD no back up...

However, the day ended well for my lower ability class...It runs smoothly compared to last few dayz where I was still doing my trials....so My CT did not comment much except for some bahasa thingy....

Ok dats it for now...Watched HITCH with hon...and yeah the movie was good..

Farny komen

Geli hatiku bila seorang murid ku ini...yg bermasalah sikit ni..bobal dgn ku.
Kononnya aku ni nak tau juga latar belakang bodak ni..
Jadi ku tanyalah bapak kerja apa mak kerja apa adik beradik berapa..abang sekolah mana.

Tetapi yg cutenya bagiku bila aku tanya mak kerja apa...Dia kata "Mak saya tak kerja"
aku pun jawab Ohhh...lepas tu dengan pantas dia menjawab.."kenapa? cikgu nak rekomen
mak saya jadi cikgu ke? Boleh jugak"

Di situ juga aku ketawa..kerana entah kenapa aku rasa geli hati dgn budak ni..
Darjah empat..mmg ada masalah tak tau tulis sgt and baca pun weak..pokoknya budak
ni tak terurus..tapi manja budaknya...n yang penting kuat berjenaka ni..

Pas tu..satu lagi budak..bermasalah jugak....selepas agaknya dia ingat dia leh mesra ngan aku..dia mintak aku 55c. pasal nak naik bus..pasal tak ada duit bas pasal tak ada ez link kad pasal belum top up....berbelah bagi aku nak bagi dia..takut kebiasaan lak tpai kesian lak tgk dia..pas tu bila aku tanya kalau aku tak ada atau aku tak kasi mcm mana dia nak balik...Ada ke patut dia jawab "mcm biasa" mcm biasa dia maksudnya ... menyelit naik bus tanpa membayar.....budak yang first aku story tu pun rupanya selalu buat gitu...sampai dah pandai ... tinggal bukan dekat beb tinggal teck whye..sepanjang jalan..pandai lak dia menyelit masuk dan terlepas dari kena bayar tambang...haiz kesian kesian..akhirnya aku kasi lah 55c..rupanya selalu gak cikgu cikgu kasi dia duit can guru besar pun kasi......

Moral of the story....Jagalah anak mu baik baik :)