Thursday, September 30, 2004

Visitor from far..

Today we had a grp of visitors from Abu Dhabi...13 guyz ...they are on an exchange program in NIE...gosh they gonna take english course for 9 monnths...wow..all the way here to study English..they are rich mann...and not mere rich..but superich.....phewww...a few of us welcome them at the NTU grad hall...and orientate them around the hall till night..phewwww....we cant communicate much cos both dun understand each other languages haha.luckily there is a translator :P..when it comes to this type of situation..How i wish I knew Arab language.....I think they arent confortable here...well cant compare to their country ... rich..big confortable....compare to our small island..hur hur hur.....

tomoro and sat got to bring them around NIE....welcome guyz...neway they gonna be future teachers beb.....quite young..18 - 22...

9 months they gonna survive in NIE SINGAPORE..different culture..different weather different look.. How I wish Im given this type of opportunity arghhh...it is nice to stay in other countries for a few mths....


gosh Im getting chubbier...10kg in a year???? is it possible???????????????????? Posted by Hello


Had a sastera talk today......with a guest from Malaysia as the speaker...and for the refreshment ..we had white noodle and chicken wing...actually it is hard to get nice bee hoon but today was superb the bee hoon with the big chicken...gosh my laptop has gone haywire agiannnn Posted by Hello

Wednesday, September 29, 2004


arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh My laptop is getting on my nerves again!!!!!!!!!!!!.....that searhmiracle.com is controlling my explorer...I guess internet is getting complicated..despite having all types of virus scans....it still gives u problem... Posted by Hello

Polis Story

Some bus drives really pissed me off but then again...without them..i wouldn't be able to go to JP safe and sound haha....Just now...I saw the bus from far so I ran for it..the bus wanted to go off but I managed to run fast enough to catch it...when I board the bus..Gosh the driver gave me that hatred look..either he is pissed that he had to stop again to allow me board the bus...I say thank you and again he gave me that ****** look.... bad enough..my ez link card is empty....gosh..luckily I had some coins with me..I throw in 80 cents but it was short of 20 cents...I guess was too angry at that moment plus trying to catch my breath after chasing for that bus....I threw the 20cent coins into the box angrily hahaha.....

Well...I guess we Singaporeans lack of that "courtesy"

Watched the new police story....a Jackie chan movie....
haha good movie I can say..worth my 13 bucks kakaka....

Ok hear this out..stg interesting happen..which tickles me...

anyway it was almost a full house....

In front of us, a young couple hehe a bit of Ahbeng I guess...and beside this couple is a middle age man...
While in the midst of enjoying Jackie Chan stuntss..
This middle aged man seems to lost his hp...Seeking this ahbeng's help..He asked the ahbeng to call his hp....I guess he gave the ahbeng a kind of look..suspecting him ... after awhile..he found his hp..it was in his bag...hahaha..n the sparks began...the ahbeng was furious cos he was wrongly suspected....the ahbeng wasnt satisfied n scolded him...in chinese....it distract those behind which is me...deary and another middle aged guy..Luckily the man was calm enough not to fight back...haha and the gf of this ahbeng calmed him down...

Let me put myself in the Ah beng shoes...perhaps I will be angry of course cos i was wrongly suspected. And if im in the lost-hp man shoes..Of cos the first person i would suspect is the Ahbeng haha...Anyway no hp was lost

Saturday, September 25, 2004

East Coast


Went to Rashid's chalet for his birthday pary...met few of my dbs close frenz...well that's the motive..to meet up and have our bitching session hahah every meeting there are sure to have hot, latest juicy news..and indeed Im caught by surprised with the latest news....

This time round...we are served with yong tau fu..(am i right)...very healthy food indeed...and we had CHEESECAKE FROM COFFEBEAN FOR THE BIRTHDAY PARTY

.and as usual...we played our UNO game together..making noises.... at the top of our voices..But we did not play our normal "Heart attack game" guess we dun want to make a fool of ourselves in front of the neighbours with our screams....

being the youngest in the clan..hahah I do feel old...imagine in that chalet all of them are above 27 years old..me the only 23..and i feel like one of them hahaha....anyway that is my dbs frens FYI....mixing with the kakaks and abangs..who are above 30s but are as crazy as me.....

Luckily Joe drove us back...phewww or else...my pocket will be emptied again by the expensive taxi fares with it's midnight charges....

A movie worth Paying


Went Shopping for Dear's Pants for the DND ... He was saying the promoters are humans like us but why don't they served us like how they did with the "look-like-rich-" people....Cos we looked as if we can't afford that expensive pants? Guess we SIngaporeans need to buck up and be more humble and be more frenly.....haha..esp in sales line haha...

Went to watch SEPET...a malaysia movie in conjunction with Malaysia Film Festival....It is not a normal movie I guess and this is my first time watching such film...

http://www.sepet.com.my/trailer/index.html

A combination of race, language and religions. Even the dialogues, HOkien, Malay and english language. A brief sipnoses of the story..It is about an Ah Beng who sells illegal VcDs and falls in love with a Malay girl...

I guess this movie could not be shown in Malaysia.. I guess this movie is rated as RA..hahaha..Cos it is really artistic haha....Very liberal I can say...U can see it in their clothings, some uncensored acts which liberally it is normal but religiously it is not haha....howerver the story is indeed good..too bad today was the last day.......

Anyway..Fai dropped his oakley sunglass in the cinema...we realis
ed it when we were outside of the building.."Lucky he realised it early" I insisted we went back inside to search for it..Thank god...With honest ppl around there... I guess the cleaner found it and gave it to the worker at the counter....He managed to get it back..Thank God...Im actually suprised that there are actually honest ppl around who could actually take the expensive branded sunglass for him/herself....How I wish this world is full of honest ppl.....Then you wont have to worry about losing your stuff..cos u will get it back...AMIN..

Friday, September 24, 2004

Wat a Friday.....

hahaha...Saw a fren and a fren sitting down together perhaps studying...Me and my naughty kepo habit...sms him and disturb him.....hahaha...Not suprised if they are dating each other wooo hooooooo.....Now i understood the concept of social engineering...:P The trend of the U guyz dating the I girls can be seen..either Im oudated or etc etc...Wat is U and wat is I? Find out urself haha

Supposed to be accompanying Mami at Tanglin tonight..When Qam called and asked for his letter..suddenly I remembered that important letter....He had to give it to his teacher by sat morn..I thought Im gonna be dead cos I cant remember where I put that letter...Darn...Luckily...at the eleventh hour..My aunt decided to sleep over cos they gonna go Karimun the next day together...SInce my cuzin fetching my dad back to JB...I use this opportunity to ask for a lift back to hall...

AFter searching high and low..suddenly say dat letter in a file under the bed....This is the results of throwing my bag after school on the bed...and everything inside will be all over the place....

Again I slept at 3.....haiyooooo my sleeping habits is terrible....
But with a reason this time was planning my diet plan hahaha Guess u are tired of listening to it....this time round Im using my Step by step guide to weight Loss by Joana Hall's CD...Im freaked out with my weight...Cant believe im actually that heavy...

Irritating Spyware!

Firstly..WOKE UP LATE AGAINNN..class starts at 1030 and I woke up at 10..sigh......Was busy rebooting my lappytop hence I slept pretty late..and while waiting for it to finish rebooting..I finished up my novel "Siti Nurbaya"... I love the ending......It is about a forbidden love....forced marriage....and a cruel old ugly rich man who squeeze money out of other's poket...etc etc etc.....

Back to my laptop story....It is really a hassle to download and install all programs all over again....what to do..these spywares is getting bolder everyday....intruding into my internet...and spoil all my programs....

Had to go back Tanglin today cos mummy alone at home arghhhhhh.....When Im at tanglin...thats it bye bye to internet...no connection but good thing is...I CAN CONCENTRATE ON READING cos internet prevents me from doing other better things haha....

Had to come out with a motivational educational website.....arghhhhhhhh now im getting stressed out........the most irritating part was all my past work...my educational website...lost LOST AND I MEAN LOST...ARGHHHHHHHHH..WHAT A BIG BIG WASTE...THE MOST WASTED IS MY WEBQUEST..DO IT FOR MONTHS BUT IT IS GONE NOW...

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Absent Minded Me

My goshhhh....My absent mindedness has reach it's peak....Was searching high and low for my HANDPHONE....so scared to death that it will be lost.....n guess where it is...??? at my back skirt poket..I SAT ON IT...

We are Sisters!


Was wondering....Do Me and my sister look alike?? emmmmm "holding my chin with a puzzled look" haha.....Juz surprised having 6 siblings...why am i the fattest the biggest while the rest are skinnies?? Guess mum fed me too much emmm....Connection here is really irritating...
Was busy chatting msn when it just broke the conversation with it's bad connection arghhh...keep being signed out...got one hour before my meeting arghhh...Why ppl have to attend meetings??? something is wrong with me..Im getting lazier and lazier...is it becos my heart is no longer in that particular thingy? or Im simply tired??? let me do my last bit then I will be out.....looking forward to be a housewife haha...with a wonderful hubby feeding me everyday haha...
Another farny thing..was trying to post a tag at iriandy tagboard..when I got this msg
"You are too wordy. The tag board only allow max 200 words blah blah" stg like that...hahaha even the tag board knows what kind of person I am..long winded wordy hahaha..n the bez part..it refused to get it posted after trying hard to make it short and sweet....Guess iriandy..the tagboard refused my postings due to my long windedness haha..
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20cents oh 20 cents


Haiyo what an early Thursday..Firstly,, Woke up late...and was late for class...although class started at 10 30 am........I took the 20cents from the table...and the coin was meant for my shuttle bus fare...when I reached the bus stop...The bus came...hence i dug my pockets for that 20cents...however I cant seems to find the 20 sen..But it is impossible...Magik...how can the coin juz dissappear..I remembered clearly that I insert that coin into my skirt poket..when I board the bus...I put my bag on a seat beside this guy....he was glancing at me cos i was searching all over my body and my bag for a pathethic 20 cent...Guess it is juz 20 cent..he gave me his 20 cent ... gosh ... Paisehh beb....I took it with a smile..actually was hoping that someone would see me and sympathize with me and donate me the 20 cent hahaha and God answered my prayer at that point of time hehehe..but it is still weird...where has the coin go??????? ANYWAy thks to that kind hearted guy...Must be an NTU student....if i can remember him..i wld pass him the coin but i don't thing i have that great photographic memory...haha Posted by Hello

The world is spinning


Wat's goin on around me...noope I don't get it...Cos the world is spinning so fast that I could not see what is goin on around....Things are happening beneath the earth...Spinning and spinning that ... U cant even see who is in front of you..Who is killing u and who is saving u.... Posted by Hello

ZURA'S freedom Key haha


Happy bersday to You Happy hersday to you Happy bersday to Zura..Happy bersday to zura...Its her 21st Bersday...hahah the key to RA...can bring her to watch RA already...Gave her a surprised Party..at 12 am..It was a succesful surprise cos she did not smell anyting haha..Yeay our surprised succeeded...Anyway cos me make a stupid mistake forgot to sent out the warranty card....im getting older mann keep forgetting things.Im so absent minded nowadayz arggh retributin retribution..And my warranty card shld been sent few weeks ago few dayz ago I mean and it has been more than 7 dayz gosh gosh gosh..Sorry fren... Posted by Hello

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Terminal


An Eastern European immigrant in the United States (Tom Hanks) is forced to live permanently at an airport when his war-torn former country's borders are erased ? voiding his passport and leaving him with no political home. The refugee meets and falls in love with a flight attendant (Catherine Zeta-Jones), which prompts a bold escape plan.
--------- Watched this with deariez...and this show is damn good..so heart warming..so touching...however there are times I dun quite get it cos of Tom Hanks accent....cant catch what he is trying to say...however at the end of it...Manage to grab it with the help of Him hahaha...As normal..i will ask question...Worth his money..cos this show is good..Yeah I rekomen u guyz to watch it......most importantly.....I didn't sleep at all haha..this means this show caught my eyes caught my interest :P Posted by Hello

Chocolates Again


Arghhhh.....Chocolates Again..Can't resist it serius I simply cant resist it....Had chocolate for lunch haha..Cos Had no cash in wallet..so had to go to bookshop to buy junk food so that I can use the net..However I still manage to stuff myself with healthy food which is FRUITS YEAYYYY....

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Mr Personality

COngrats To my dear friend for winning the Mr Personality award for Elit Ria....Was supposed to go down to support him and wati...on sat night..but too bad...the place is soo far..Downtown east arghhh haha...and I was at Tanglin...can't go back late....Watever it is...congrats to both of them for making it to the finals....They got what it takes ah....So...myself..perhaps I shld go for Elit Ria utk orang yang gemok warghhhhh Posted by Hello

Monday, September 20, 2004

Monday Blues

Yeayyyyy Juz learn a new set of chords for the song "Kau Ilhamku" oleh mambai....

Was caught sleeping a few times...in One of the lecture...arghhh Cannot help it..My eyes just cannot carry the fatiguness....

N gosh I guess the lecturer have mark me for being the sleeping queen in class....So everytime my eyes is on the way to close...she will wake me up by calling my name...grrrrr...when will i change mannn....sleeping in class is like my forte....

Goin jogging today yeayyyy

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Im leaving on A jet Plane

Hey Im back..wow miz blogging hahaha..Mizz penning my thoughts...newayz...not much free time to blog around haha..Was busy with luahan pena prize presentation...Busy printing certs....On the day itself..Dunno what happen....some certs went missing...Guess either..the printer refuse to print or .. it flew somewhere under my bed...So got to rush to hall again, trying to print that cert...upon reaching hall..I realised HEY I CANT PRINT COS MY LAPTOP IS IN SCHOOlll..Hence I took the printing paper,,Rush to library and get it printed..Sigh last minit again....:(...Thks to Amin...cos he allowed me to use his car..It was hard for me though to ask from him..Paiseh loh.....cos I understand...That is his baby...ppl like me especially who cant be trusted haha..shld not be using other's property..But i was desperate...cos the event is gonna start soon..and i got to print those certs not one but 6....at last Luahan Pena is Over.....how i wish i was the one getting the 200 dollars worth of cash prize :( haha...

However I was quite proud of myself hahaha cos FOR THE FIRST TIME...I PARKED A CAR PROPERLY NICELY FIT IN THE LOT...all these while...been driving without knowing how to park a car properly..well to me it is good enuff haha but to those good drivers..It is not that perfect haha...now I miss driving..arghh cant wait to go back JB to drive that proton wira car...

Friday, September 17, 2004

STP Day



Went to Stp celebration in Townsville campus....
It was a campfire...Remind me of those NPCC years....
Had a great time..Although the intake gets smaller..Could see the spirits going in the campus....They were great fun..The performances are uniques....
Sometimes I do miz townsville..where everyone is so close and so active....



Went to west coast then...oUR cikgu..as normal treated us to rojak kekekeke....
suppose to sleep early cos the next day had to be in school at 930 for the luahan pena....

Thanks to PATRIOT .... My eyes got hooked to that show...that I n nisa ended up sleeping at 4am...

when am i gonna re wash my clothes.??? sigh..

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Make Up Kit


Guess wat again haha..I got a mini make up kit...which consist of lipstick, blusher and eye shadows...from the three pretty ladies...come with a make up bag from esprit....just nice for me to prepare myself for the coming DnD.......getting vain nowadayz....Thks to those pby ladies...who make me wanna learn make up....
and I did something very lame..or u may say stupid...
I was trying the eye shadows using blusher which was meant for the cheeks..after blushing..my eyes...was wondering how come I cant see the colour..Only after wasting the eye shadows...I realise I used the wrong brush...grrrrr.
I think i wanna go for a make up course..
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Dun Ask


Don't ask why Im not smiling....Don't ask why Im quiet...Don't ask....why Im sad...Don't ask why I behaved this way..Don't ask...Don't ask..Cos I will tell if I want....hur hur hur Posted by Hello

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Rocky Road

Guess what...Deary bought me a rocky road ice cream..my FEVERET..SO SWEET...but what happen to my diet plan haha...it's ok..Only a TUB...And no more..Don't worry Najib..Im still going strong with my regime haha..Only sometimes..I cant stop ppl from buying me fattening stuff hehe...Rezeki jgn ditolak....

I rearranged my study area it may look neater BUT IT LOOK CRAMPIER errrrrrrrrrrr...Cant move much..and can't rock my chair...

Guess I must add another wish of mine which is a A BIG SPACIOUS STUDY ROOM....Gosh..when can i get OUT OF THIS ROOM...How I wish..I don't have so many stuff with me......

Take A break!


Had a great time in the pool and jacuzzi when I was at the chalet..but it seems.Im the only one swimming....I began to love swimming so much..Just cannot see a pool...and I will make sure I jump into it..after burning fats in the pool...flipping my hands and legs to complete a few laps, took a break in the jacuzzi...what a relaxation....Perhaps I shld suggest having a short honeymoon...at the chalet...and enjoy pte moments in the jacuzzi...and bitch around kwa kwa kwa Posted by Hello

Training Regime


At last I got my training regime..all planned by Najib..haha..the runner....He got me to sign an oath...so that I promise to work hard..and reach my goal...to lose weight hahaha.....Yesterday I had swimming and at last I got the breast stroke right...all these while I have been swimming the wrong way No wonder...I cant finish even half a lap...Ok YOU GO GIRL...U GOT TILL OCTOBER TO DO IT..YEAHHH i mean OCTOBER 2005 Posted by Hello

Thoughtful

A close fren of mine asked me...Let me translate it.."You got problem?....If you have..u can share it with me? .... You do look different nowadayz..Look like as if you have problems....

Hahaha..Since we are in different class..we aren't that close as before...

The questions is...Do i look as if i have a problem here??? Even if i hide it..it still visible to ppl? eww...

Well No one live with no problems....

back to this fren of mine...

That is so sweet of him to ask....Perhaps..He sees me change..cos I still as talkative but..my jovialness...has deterioriate I guess..Perhaps I prefer to be more quieter..Cos talking too much..only cause me trouble....

He is a nice fren.....
Thks for asking..This shows how concern u are..kwang kwang kwang..

My bersday


Happy Bersday to me..Happy bersday To me..Gosh Im 23 today...Really really feel Old.....Wanna know what is my birthday wish? hahaha ..I guess those who knoe me well will knoe what's that wish..wanna be a wife not juz a wife but a doting one..jeng jeng jeng Posted by Hello

Monday, September 13, 2004

Birthday Treats

Goin to chalet today...yeahhh however only for a night..But It's ok...I can enjoy myself by the sea........

Hope those invited would stay over and enjoy the night together....

One day to go before my BIRTHDAY...yeahhh.....

Sunday, September 12, 2004

A Nite At Tanglin

Slept over at Tanglin on Saturday...wanna give Mum her monthly pocket money hehe...Newayz...I guess I wanna make it a habit to sleep on Saturday at Tanglin so that..It wont be so far for me to travel to Pergas at Kembangan The next day..If I were to go to Pergas from Hostel..Gosh..It will take me years....And chances are..I will skipped the class...

It was my first time..that I really understood what is goin on for my Arab class..all these while...I will blindly copy down whatever Im suppose to copy without understanding it..And If im bored..I will sleep....And today...It turns out differently..and gosh Im enjoying the class haha.....

Deariez had a discussion with his parents about our marriage..I felt a great relief upon hearing that from his family..At last..it is being taken seriusly .. But now.. I had to discuss with my marmy.... which i dreaded most arghhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Saturday, September 11, 2004

again.... :(

I guess the only thing that holds my marriage is Money...With Money..everything will go on smoothly..Without it...Neh...It is difficult to make it happen...

However this time round..I think..Im beggining to accept reality haha...

At first..It was planned to be in June..But to think back..Hey we are left with so little time to produce that kind of money haha..

So at last we decided on the month of Syawal...

Newayz...Studies still come first..I would not want him to study halfway...Getting his deg is for the betterment of our future..Hence wat is postponing a few mths rite...

At the end of the day..Juz hope we are still together...

Wish come true..


At last got myself an MP3 Player...This will kill my boredom if i were to travel from one end of the island to the other end....Or else..In the mert (the word someone love to use) I will be bored to death and SLEEP..and there goes my precious time which I can jolly well used it to do some readings...However Mine is not exactly like this..yet to take photo of my dearest MP3 Player...Thanks to those who make it happen :P U know who u are .DU di DUUU Posted by Hello

Malay

Came across a blog which had few entries which was talking "bad" abt a society..Due to her bad experience...

One of the comments that caught my eye was regarding the unproffesionalism and the negativeness of a malay org...

SOmetimes I wonder..Does these ppl who comments forget that they themselves are malays??

And do anyone who loves criticising malay org forgot that...At least..They did stg for the society? unlike those who critics BUT NEVER DO ANYTING?? for the betterment of the malay society???

It saddened me when our own community not supporting our own ppl but penalising them..

We don't need to be active if we don't want but at least give the support and be optimistic about them...Without our support..how our community could move forward?

Rest my case

Bahas???

Had to attend a bahas "show" today...BA program Vs Diploma Prog...for the final.
Unexpectedly..We lost :(...

No komens....

Losing doesnt means we are losers....

Friday, September 10, 2004

TaiLong Is here

Went to Finance today to request for payment by instalment for mah hostel bill..Thought I would get it there and then however it is subjected to approval..arggh Hence I had to prepare an official letter...GRRRR me being so UNADMIN person..who hate writing letters grrrr ..I would make a very bad secretary mann....However Had to do it in order to get that instalment thingy over...Cant afford to pay one shot mannn...Thanks to my ignorance for not saving it earlier.. Posted by Hello

Movie marathon

Had Dinner at Banquet bukit panjang just now....
Im supposed to be on diet...haha (tell me about it) guess...was too hungry..

and Guess what..we rented four VCDs and all are about ghosts...
We had our movie marathon starting from a malay creepy telemovie.."SERIAU" followed by Into the Mirror and next?? Guess need to catch some sleep cos tomoro Im having my class....

Before that..This cuzin of mine from KL who is studying mass comm in Academy TV3 been calling me asking me to help her on her project about Fahrenheit 9/11..What the heck. I have not even watch it..BEEN WANTING TO WATCH IT BUT NO COMPANY :(
My dear had watched it with his fren..grrrrrr

However..Thanks to him who has watch it, Yun got what she wanted....
SHe better give me a big treat...Few weeks ago..She ask me to explain the word genre..WOw...she got a tutor so far from her place???? emergency tutor shld i say..

Im Back

At last after a few dayz since my last entry...I managed to get
my entry published..Thanks to the bad network...

I lost my latest entry which I wrote after cracking my brains..
getting the mood...
What a waste of time...spending almost half and hour
sharing my agony but yet..It just dissappear...
Perhaps it doesnt allow me to share too much personal stuff I guess...


Been a few dayz Hours since my last entry..Thanks to the network...I cant even published my entries..Was writing a super long entry when the thing just refused to let it be posted online...Wasted my few minits cracking my brains trying to write what is deep in my heart....Perhaps...It doesnt allow me to tell the world too much about what is happening around me nowadayz..... Posted by Hello

Thursday, September 09, 2004


Awwwwwwwww...I MISS MY NIECES N NEPHEWSS arghhh Posted by Hello

Tuesday, September 07, 2004


Don't make ourselves Miserable.....Enjoy and relax..cos every problems have it's solutions...Hahaha Im seirus ... I think if we brood too much on our problems...we will shortened our life......P/S This mesej has nothing to do with individuals ..It is a general statement :) wink wink. Posted by Hello


Pride Makes us do things well.... But It is Love that Makes us Do them To perfection.... Life Is beautiful....No matter what happen Remember to laugh.Cos laughter brings you joy...And lighten your burden.... Put the past behind you....Look at the horizons..The beautiful World...Pay attention to those who need our attention most... So remember....To laugh and not cry nor filled your heart with hatred....  Posted by Hello

Monday, September 06, 2004


I thought I could save more for my wedding by staying at mah cuzzin hse..However..Things are not by mah side nowadayz..... How I wish I could Stay with mah sis :( Posted by Hello

Wronged



Love
Its all about trust...
No matter what happen..
I have only one sweetheart
and that is ....
Him...

Anyways....
It is hard to control individual character..Sometimes...unknowingly u did something which cause unhappiness to others without realising it....
However..Im big enough to read what is goin on...
But, Im confused....im being my usual self without any bad intentions...I harbour no feelings at all ..Im being myself...being a close fren as usual...If I act like a stranger..It may seems i don't like his presence..If I being frenly..It may look as If I harbour some feelings....

Still the actions are still wrongly suspected..
Perhaps the only way out is for me is to change...be a bit introvert??...or dun be too frenly? cos ppl may be jeles??? Gosh that is so not ME...........
Anyways....
Im sorry about what had happened...However...God knows...who is in my heart right now....

Anyways all women are the same....No women would want to see her partner communicating with other girls...without her knowledge..

However......Im not someone who WLD LOVE,SNATCH HER OWN FREN'S LOVE...or perhaps other's love...

Sometimes In Life...u must know where u stand..In others' eyes..In others' heart
And Now I know how much Im being trusted...

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My Dream Car....It's ok if I dun get that car but at least a car for me to move around on the road....Haha..Have to wait after marriage awww Posted by Hello


"Im not a weakling..Beware.!! So dun mess around with me!! My patient has it's limits!! Dun ever dream of trying to use me!!" whisper White birdie.... Posted by Hello

Saturday, September 04, 2004

MSN Prob

Arghh what the heck..My laptop need to go for it's yearly checkup...Internet connection so damn bad...!!! MSN TILL NOW I can't log in!!!! I GIVE UP!!!!!

Kepo S'poreans???

Went to Jurong Point to go to the Doctor...To take Ma MC...when I saw a crowd around a small shop in JP..emm Perlinis Silver I guess...When I took a peep...I saw two security guards...And a young man between the guards...Guess that man was caught for doing something wrong? but what is the crowd doing? as Normal..being "concern" I guess...and almost those I saw passing by would turn their head trying to catch the "interesting" incident...That does not exclude me...I took a second look at the guy cos Gosh he looks like my ex schoolmate..Wanted to find out more actually by just following the crowd who was standing observing ... However..I guess I got better things to do and don't want to be seen as another kepo S'poreans kakaka...

Anyway if he is caught shoplifting..What the heck..in the middle of the shopping centre??????

Watch Anacondas....Emm It was worth the money I find it interesting and cool...NO regrets..I don't understand why it had bad review..I guess my taste with those reviewers are poles apart....

Dreaming for the stars..

I Dream for the stars...
I Dream for the moon...

I dream and dream
But all are dreams...Dreams
that never always come true....

Sad to see your dreams
flying farther further
away..away from your sight..

.......................

Am i asking too much?
Am I dreaming of something impossible?
Perhaps
I had too much dreams..
I am hoping for too much...
It was a big mistake...
Cos It doesnt seems to be with me..
The dreams..the high hopes all ganging up against me...
I can see my fear darkening my heart
..afraid that the dreams, the hopes do not allow me to reach them....
But Im prepared..to let go of all those dreams..those hopes...cos
It takes parties to be involved to fulfill my dreams my hopes...
I need to be fair...
But why must always be me ?.....I dun have hopes that is as high as the glowing star
I dun have the dreams that is as beautiful as the cloud..
I just want it simple..a simple dream yet fulfilling.....Is that too much to hope for??
I give up...I give up.. I wont force my dreams to be fulfilled...Let it go..Let it passes by Let it be..let it comes naturally
Im tired..Tired..of trying to understand
Perhaps this is my retribution...I deserved this...
If I have the strength the power to build a house in the middle of the sea....
That will be my dreams now...
Now I can see..those who love and those who does not.......

And Im the only one dreaming ....
Dreaming to live in a wonderland ....
My feelings doesnt matter to anyone anymore....
Cos That is what a dreamer deserved...

.........................

SO STOP DREAMING!!


Thursday, September 02, 2004

MONEY MONEY MONEY

Money againnnnnnnnnn

My hostel bill is here AT LAST...THE MOMENT I DREADED MOST

550.50 ARGHHHHH and I got to pay by 11th Sept..And what the heck..My salary is on the 12th..and if u pay later than 11th, there will be a 10 dollar late fee...JUST ONE DAY MY GOODNESS why can't they make it on the 12...sigh..

There goes my 550.50


Im not born to be a match maker hahaha..It seems those whom I tried to matchmake doesn't work...It is not as if Im trying to be kepos..but haha u feel happy seeing ppl getting together..and live happily ever after haha...This fren of mine..Who wanted me to introduce to someone.....one after another..he was dissapointed...The problems are two of my cuzins are attach haha..Seriusly speaking if they arent attach I dun mind having him as my cuzin in law haha .... n as for my fren... emmm guess he was a bit late :P...i feel so bad...but but.not my fault mah...anyway Dun understand why but he is fine...fun and he has all it takes to be a good husband kakakaka :P  Posted by Hello

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At last..One assignment down....had my persuasive speech badly done...Making up stories...it was supposed to be a sad anecdote but it turns out to be and entertainment haha...the sad story turn into a comedy arghhhhh When Am i gonna change...I love giving speeches but will ended up..making it into a joke...I have a tendency of acting as if Im a mother or a wife..during my speeches....Haha..I guess the desire of becoming a wife is burning hahaha :P
...I guess I love seeing my audience be lively rather than they listening to my speeches while their eyes are closed and in minutes...they dozed off I hate to see that..hahaha..speaking for myself who always doze off easily..So in order not to make me sleep..better make ur speech lively enough haha....

talking about discipline ... I guess my disciplined is getting worst..im getting lazier arghhh.....My time management is atrocious.....

Wake up yantzzz


Had our first meeting with the 13th Exco...discussing stuff...ended up quite late....ya dat is what society is all aboout when there is serius meeting be prepared to go back late..arghh I cant imagine if i am a wife and a mother kwang kwang kwang.....Today was A HOLIDAY however..still so many things are not done and rushed....first and foremost woke up late....then had lunch with the brothers and sisters..then make business out of my photoshop skills haha...and got 20 bucks for it....at this moment when your pocket are drying....:P .... And now Im rushing for my speech..i mean preparing my speech...Persuasive speech..titled...Being a teacher is a noble job..arghhh cracking my brains on it ..and Im tireddd

Wednesday, September 01, 2004


I guess this is a traditional wedding "cake" but it is really unique....The prawns especially really tempted me...yummie yummie


Haha....Had a great night today...after sending Yani Home..we head straight to Banquet Jurong...First time tried eating there...I didn't even know that it existed in the first place...not bad afterall..had chicken Rice BORINGG...cos too hungry to think...The Pisang Goreng or Goreng Pisang..was nice....Is it pisang goreng or goreng pisang?????? Zul asked me that haha..I said both also can..however he asked again..So it is goreng nasi or nasi goreng hahaha..So i Supposed it shld be pisang goreng not goreng pisang..Cos goreng pisang means fry the bananas.just like fry the rice....while pisang goreng means banana fritters and nasi goreng means fried rice...emmm anyways What happen to my captain Ball??? Thanks to Nisa :) I didn't go for that game....:( there goes my plan..Anyway Najib gonna help me plan a training regime....