Sweetest thing

Today is the sweetest thing that ever happen to me..

I rcvd a sun flower, two bookmarks, a chocolate and a piece of cake and all those symbolized somethings....Got them from the my sweet frenzz..

In this world everyone is sweet, kind and nice..No one is cruel....

Friendships is golden...

No man is an island...

Treasure ur frenz as it will light up your life...Cos frenship is a treasure that can never be lost.....

Thank you frenzz

I have never hate anyone nor ever gonna hate anyone to the core...

Cos life is juz so beautiful that you have to enjoy and all living things are so beautiful that you have to love.....

However...Im sill hated by many...dat's life......

Live life to the fullest...

You learn from ppl's hatred...

You change from other's hatred...

Be a nice couple when you are well off

Be a nicer couple when you aren't well off...

I guess it is a cursed.....a cursed caused by my own....doingz.......

Someone closee ever said when I was young...."wherever you go, people will not like you if this is your attitude!!"

I took it so seriously that I wanna prove to her... that Im not as bad as she thinks...Perhaps that's why Im trying to please everyone.....

However, to think back perhaps what she says is true....It is proven..anywhere everywhere I go.... i will be hated hated so much that I became an eye sore....

Moral of the story
"Listen to your mum" "Be a loyal children"

Sometimes.....In Life.......

Ibarat kumbang yang senantiasa hinggap
tanpa diundang...

Kehadirannya tidak disenangi....
Sentiasa menganggu ketenteraman alam manusia...
Kumbang itu tidak berniat untuk menyakiti...
Hanya sekadar menumpang kasih......
Namun kumbang tetap kumbang.....

Kehadirannya tidak disenangi....

Ke mana sahaja ia hinggap....
Kemana sahaja ia menumpang  berteduh....

Tidak ia menyenangi hati manusia yang sedar kehadirannya..

Kehadirannya sentiasa tidak disenangi....

Mungkin kumbang harus belayar jauh dari hidup manusia....

Kerana semakin didekati semakin dibenci.....

 

The Big day is almost here.....Awallah Dondang......

Why must it always i get sick during the first few dayz of school?? emmm....

At last i caught the small yet big insect...pheww...i was trying to figure out what the heck is that insect...it is ooo exotic...the body shape is like an earthworm...emmm but also look like a dragonfly emmm cant figure out though..

Now my dilemma is whether should i let it out.?? i dun intend to kill it but i am afraid it might fly in my hall..and i will ended up running out trying to avoid it and worst not able to sleep ..

This BIG BUG i dunno what the heck it is ... It does look like a bug but it is damn big..and long...it has intruded into my hall...And it makes me ran out of the room ...... why the heck am i scared of it..but it is soo scary....now my task of cleaning the room is stuck becos of this small but big creation of God...

Kau hendakkan apa??
Tercegat di tengah-tengah maya..........

The day I read a poem in front of so many teachers and so many professionals...as usual I was loud :P

Had fun in bicara Ilmiah, working with all the lecturers..they are soo cool outside class haha..so frenly and emm boleh diajak bergurau kakakak...interesting ppl...

Had to wake up early to rush to kampung melayu...however was lucky cos one of the lecturer willing to fetch me all the way from hostel haha..guess she must be afraid i woke up late keke....

And it was the day, I first saw Wahana...It was distributed among the participants of Wahana...Although it was not excellent...well it was my first time...at least It was completed......

Phewww..

Thank God...And thanks to those who bear with my nonsense throughout...esp ma frenz and my fiancee :( ..Guess they had to bear my irritating nonsense...

however...understanding is the key ....

Have anyone wonder if your bladder can't be controlled as it is overloaded and you really can't find the time to go to the toilet cos it can't wait to get out..? and the fact that it gets out in the middle of your room or wherever you are...and there u are standing...looking like a one year old kid who doesn't know how to go to the toilet..

 

Fren..u deserve someone who would love u as much....

U are simply too nice...and ur heart is too pure

kkekeke

Juz get away from me........

I hate u hate u to the core.......

Kwang kwang kwang.....

Some ppl are juz too nice to someone...However sad to see it is not being appreciated....or even sadder to hear that after being too nice to someone .... u will only hurt urself..

"not speaking from experience though.."

I suddenly realise.....the word love has been like a 'cliche" and the reputation has been tarnished....Some ppl juz use the word love so freely that it has no value....I mean it's ok to say love to one  but saying love to many isn't it ridiculous..wow what a big heart .. able to really love so many ppl in such short notices????? 

Like what someone commented in my previous entries...abt love...

"saying so much about love is one thing. but understanding what it really means is another thing."

Let's not misuse the word...Say it out when u truly love a person..cos u can only love one partner...

Weird

Have u ever imagine someone loving so many ppl at one time???

Weird isn't it..there exist a person who can love so many ppl at one time.....

Not family love, god's love but u know the love...towards the opposite sex...

Wow...if everyone have so many spaces in their hearts for so many girls/guyz....

Love one....Like many.....

....

Hate me...Punish me....Push me.....away...away...away....

Cos I dun deserve kindness....from u..

Missing him again

I miss him..really really miz him...

Grow Up

How I wish I grow up.....

No wonder woman go to hell easier ...

Their bloody mouth can't juz keep quiet....

That's woman....

:)

Picnic

Had a picnic with perbayuans at pasir ris park.

was so surprised that the sea was clean...I've always had this impression that pasir ris park sea is always dirty, muddy and oily cos of the ships...but at that particular spot the water is so much cleaner that east coast park..would look forward to go again and swim..

Well i and a few of us did swim with our clothes on despite not having any extra clothes..So me and a fren had to walk all the way to her house to change and then we played bowling..

Suddenly, I feel that im enjoying myself with bowling and would love to play it often..with ma buddies...

Changi..here i come

An eye opener....

Looking at those bapoks at changi...and the "chicks" at those lorongs make me wonder...

Are they really desperate of money? of they are doing for fun? Im not blaming them..cos sometimes situations make ppl do somethings they don't like it.....

I really feel lucky that I don't have to go to that extend.....Pray hard none of my generations have to do that....

However it looks fun making frens with these bapoks....

Presiden??

At Last a burden off my chest.....
 
been wanting to talk to kiki and clear things out...
 
after so long...we talk about it and things went on quite well..
 
we explain things...
 
"U've got to settle things face to face and not just hear from others...Be brave, face the fact and settle it proffesionally"..then no ill feelings will arised....Ill feelings started from misunderstanding....
 
Misunderstanding is caused by miscommunication..

Too talkative.

Sometimes I wonder? Am i talking too much?
 
Am i telling too much about what is happening around me...
 
And at the end of the day...it backfires me...
 
Still can't accept the fact that my kind intention of helping another person create some glitches between me and another party....
 
Perhaps..it is nice to be a doting wife..

Filosophy..

Got it from a radio station...
 
Life is not a problem to be solved but a gift to be enjoyed..
 
Emm do anyone disagree ???
 
But think again...What if life if there is no problem..People learn from problems..
 
If life is too beautiful.People don't grow up since nothing is learnt..No lesson to be learnt.....
 
The more problems u have, the more matured u be since u have went through a lot..It is a matter of how u handle those problems....
 
However life is still a gift, u cant be a servant to your problems...whenever you have problems...Ur life sucks..No that's not the way..Lead a happy life,,it is a gift for us...Take your time, planned well to solve the problems..Cos no problems is unsolvable..moreover we are protected by God....
 
Hahaha..Speak for myself..
 
 
SEriusly, I learnt a lot through the problems I encountered..Now is juz a matter of learning how to handle it in a relax way haha

why ??

Why some ppl try to please everyone..
Simple, he/she juz hate to make enemies...

Afraid

I felt Im losing something..and so afraid of losing it....
 
Gosh.....Juz hope im not losing anyting ..........

A date

Had a date with ma lecturer..i was asked to help to read out a poetry during a seminar...so she drove me to ma fren's place to praktis...It was a fun trip in her car...her warmth, her concern although she has not taught me, make me feel so confortable...I felt i was talking to a friend...It is soo sweet..
 
She treated me to MC donald after learning that I had nothing to eat in Hall..
 
She is picking me up agian from my hall to go for the praktis and even offered to pick me up in my hall on the actual day since I stayed so far..Isn't that soo sweet...
 
sigh...Life is soo sweet

Pleasing ppl

"I don't know the road to success but the road to failure is trying to please everyone." Bill Cosby.
 
When I accidentally read this quote from Bill Cosby, i feel like Bill Cosby is trying to advice me..
 
Anyway, It is wrong trying to please everyone however sometimes U can't help it..It is not that u are trying to get into people good books..or boot licker..It is all about networks..I believe, if you have the social skills, it benefits u in future...no man is and island...but I may be wrong..In fact Im wrong..cos in the process of trying to please everyone, more and more people are hating u...
 
However this woke me up....Someone told me..Im trying hard to please everyone accept my own friends? Emmm perhaps Im not realising it..However I believe I did try is just that I thought being someone close, they will be more understanding....and one more thing...I will try my best not to prolong any quarrels...bcos back to basic.Im trying to please my own fren...
 
well well this is a delicate issue...too delicate that I was afraid that it might burnt me...
 
However, no matter what happen...I still respect my buddies..Only that..I still can't take it emmm not literally though..I juz dun understand why do my own buddy feels that way..feel that i pleased everyone accept my own frenz...emmmmm somewhere is wrong somewhere..I need some soul searching...perhaps i should keep myself a distance from everyone for a moment...do some soul searcing..sometimes I feel IM a pain in the ass..My presence juz pissed people off...
 
Something is wrong with me? however it is just not fair when u are trying to please everyone, but ppl are hurting u again and again...
 
again
Something is wrong somewhere....
 
Even my own love....are being sarcastic...
 
Dat is soo sad

KLTRIP

At last, 13th July went to KL with ma buddies..we drove up...It was a long long journey haha I guess I slept the most throughout the journey..Firstly, trying to rush and finish UP wahana and sent to the printer company..hoping that once i reached my holiday destination, i will have no more worries....
 
The most fun part well it was'nt something irritating..I take it as something adventurous..we were lost trying to get BESTOTEL, the hotel where ma fren booked..Haha it was me who wants a cheap hotel...After a few hours going around that particular KL area, we found the place but awwwww we were shocked to see a 2* hotel i guess...juz a few stories...Emm not our type..so we ended up staying in a 4 star hotel Dynasty hotel...Pheww at last ..after almost 12 hours of journey..we got ourself an apartment...15th floor getting a bird eye view of the KL CITY but too bad not facing KLCC.......
 
The first night, we went swimming then went eating by the roadside...It was an open space hawker centre with television and the food wasn't too bad only that the hawkers were like emm not bad looking but a bit awww shld i say it hahaha ok lah perhaps we were not clear in our instructions or i mean order so we have to repeat our order again and again ...
 
we went chow kit...as usual shopping and shopping and shopping
 
Then we went berjaya TIme square.. FOr a 25 ringgit, we enjoyed ourselves taking the rides...it was worth the time and money cos it is really fun....thrilling....Do drop by there if u entering KL ya...
 
Again I spent like almost 400 dollars for everything awwwwwwwwww
 

At last

At last my one and only baby WAHANA dahbisss...
 
This is really a challenging project for me...
 
I suddenly felt i lost so many things..for this wahana...is it worth it?
 
But this is something I been wanting to do..It is a passion, an interest...when i got hold of it...too much sacrificed had to be done...which affected my emotions haha...
 
Firstly, I have no time for other stuffs even dating? family? This is a very big responsible..u guyz know it when u guyz go through it..
 
Secondly, Made ma frenz unhappy cos our holiday turn out not as planned..ended up starting the journey 4 hours late? Do i have choice in the first place..I have to prioritise tings...This is an "amanah" this is stg so serius as in..ppl will see the work..arghhh....
 
Sigh..this is once in a million time i have this opportunity but things had to happen this way...
 
I dun wanna lose my love, frenship juz becos of stg i like to do..
Well i do complain cos of tiredness however...no one keeps quiet when they are tired...

Big sacrifice

I lost a tuition assignment .. becos of? wahana?? Am i complaining? no im not..juz feel so sad..however i got myself to blame...

It is ok....

This is life....

Juz hope i dun lose my love as a result haha.....

PBY???

Being passionate about something but have to sacrifice another thing????

THis is life!!

But isn't it unfair..when u are devoted to your work..in fact you are given the responsibility to do your work..and is it wrong to be devoted to it????

Even Islam says work is an ibadah...It is not as if other stuff are totally ignored...
Gosh..I hated this...

Could someone juz understand me at this moment????? juz for this moment???

Can anyone understand how big is my responsibility rite now juz for this few months???

Holidayz

yeah i need a holiday..we need holiday ....however sometimes ... budget plays an important role hahaha....money root of all evil...

cars = money money money keke...

Yeah deariez let's have a small car :P

I will go KL some day....

Emm Melaka is not bad anyway..still a holiday :P

gosh...where are my school holidayz??????????

Wat a sweet day

Running errands today with Amin driving...and the kepoz following..went to many places...For perbayu sake haha....

something irritating, but farny happened today..

Went to jurong point with "gay" >> a nickname though..

He actually accidentally spray a shower foam all scattered on my shirt n pants....and ppl looking at me trying to laugh.....not knowing it was a shower foam...i washed it in the toilet...and it got worst...Duhzz it is a shower foam......and ended up leaving a big patch on my shirt wet......

lucky im not that petty...and patient haha and we ended up laughing..

went to john little and saw that PRODUCT again..so i thought it is payback time and darn...i sprayed on the floor and on the children shirts on the display ..and we ran out.....even the floor became my victim and ppl stepping it..which make it worst...
emmmm is that suppose to be farny? haha i find it cute..

sometimes u got to do something stupid once in a while..to spice up your daily life...

Farny man

I was enquiring regarding some biz stuff over the phone with a customer service officer..
My gosh..I felt like Im talking to someone in who just woke up or just went for glue sniffing hahaha or is HIGH....Firstly I can't hear him clearly, Secondly he is blabbering..thirdly Gosh,, this is something so important but they way he talks as if ... EWWWWWW what a luck ....

Today is not really a good day :( So sad

The busiest year, month of my life

June, July 2004 are the busiest month in my entire life..

Never I been this busy that there is not time to bath hahaha
To rest..

To drink

To eat..

And even to sleep...

Lesson learnt
No last minit work please.(Wat's new duhzz!!)

Wonder why

I wonder why I have so many belongings...so so so many that there are no spaces for everything...

Hey look im irritated by my own stuffs too however i can't dump it anywhere..and it is more irritating to bring things to and fro......

Skip Pergas..cos need to unpack...unpack and unpack....not even a grain or rice has entered my stomach....too busy perhaps....This room is worst than a warehouse...

Arghhhhh....I wanna a new hse.....and I mean a house ..proper home..not a room kwang kwang kwang....emm perhaps my dream house is a massionate however..what if my folks are to stay with us?? then..they might have difficulties going up n down..
so my another dream house is a jumbo however it is at woodlands...

fine fine..i juz want a house with four bedrooms :P

Perhaps

.... Sometimes .... U need to defend urself..If you are not at fault..
It is not fair,when someone blame you for something..without listening to her reasons....
Everything happens with a reason....

When you are wrong..keep quiet..

When you are right..defend yourself...

Hahaha what the heck am i talking about..

Ok in simpler terms....

Defend yourself when u are right haha....
Don't let people have the wrong impression of u..

Waiting to be a doting wife.....

Fed Up..

Sometimes I wonder, why am I born with an attitude....

Acting rashly?

Trying to satisfy everyone and ended up putting myself in trouble..??

Juz a few minits ago..suddenly I feel like quitting everything..everyting and enjoy every bit of my life...without thinking about such petty things..it is soo irritating..I rather think about my future, my love life, my family.....and enjoy my life with my buddies.....

I need the strength..!!!!

Perhaps..Boot licking is the right word ... ya i think it is boot licking haha....trying to get in everyone's good books..Can't deny the fact though....

That's bad...really really bad..I mean this is a bad character....ewww..I am that bad yuckiess...

New resolution for the new academic year >> Have my own stand..and be cruel ... haha..

However...wat my fren say is true....put emotional aside and be professional...
Perhaps my emotional quoation (eq) is very very low...or high???

Tired

Today is the day I packed my stuff..with the help of my two sweet buddies...

At night, a fren came with his car....helped to bring some stuff to hall 11....

Most touching, someone special despite having to wake up early in the morning, still came to help...

All of us, for the first time ate together...as a whole group..It is really sweet...the moment I've been waiting for where all of us..come together eat, chit chat..however there is one person missing kwa kwa kwa...waiting for my fren dream guy to come to her life..and that makes this group perfectly complete however...one car is not enough :P:P

Went Alif..with so many cats roaming around
hahahaha...

Cute experience...Having to sit so far from blood shed hehehee...

This is what i call real buddies....Im lucky ..to have such a nice buddies, nice beloved partner...

Waiting to be a doting wife...

Wat A Day

Spent the whole afternoon in NIE library alone
arghhhh

Doing my wahana..

This is really tiring gosh...

Luckily my baby is there to transport me there....or else I had to walk all the way there. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..

Dun get me wrong..my baby is mA Bike...B.Y.C.I.C.L.E

Back to hall at 520..And again...Continue with my Wahana..

Really really hope everything goes on smoothly
InshAllah...

Can't wait to see the end product....

Like what C. Pitch say...This magazine your baby u better take care of it well cos..U are responsible of it..Ewww that's tough..

Arghhhhhhh Im getting tensed..Kanchiong already

Waiting for my dear lecturer to call..Pls call Pls Pls Pls

I WON

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